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My computer is on the fritz and I can only check email at work and at friends so if yall dont hear from me for awhile I havent died.

Right now I am sitting here soaking my feet in one of those massager things.......they hurt soooooooooo bad. I think thats all except I have a drs. appt tomorrow I'm not looking forward too and then I have to work till 7. Not only that me having sex is baaaaad cos as we all no im a nympho, and once I get it it just makes me want it that much more........sigh. And like champion says sex is just sex, and right now ya know what I'm definatly not back to my constant all I want is fuck buddy stage. However I'm willing to be in a relationship right now I guess. Just whoever that person is has to understand right now my career defintly comes first and the minute I get a job opportunity I'm gone with no looking back. If they want to come with me thats fine, they wanna stay here and have a long distance relationship thats fine too, if not oh well its their loss. Theres no way in hell I'm passing up anything for a guy. Yeah lol so thats my stance on that.

OOOOOOOOO I am soooooooo livid right now. A. my sister basically told a perfectly good guy that she cant date him because she still has feelings for shithead.......wtf she likes being treated like shit? or she likes the drama? B. Kurt the kid Steve left at my party.......told Steve I tried to get down his pants....uh hello Steve knows me well enough that I'm not gonna sleep with just anyone. I may be a nympho but I'm not a whore thanks. That would require me sleeping with WAY MORE than 4 people. Not only that hello I'm gonna have sex with some random guy in my parents house while theyre here.......I think not. Steve my man your buddy Kurt has some issues....confidence, and body image issues and he better hope I dont run into him cos we will have words. C. My thighs hurt I think I pulled something last night.......yeah and this time I have no excuse I wasnt drunk and I wasnt trying to get back at someone. I just plain wanted it.......right after I just said I'm not a whore.......and I'm not cos like I said read above. And I didnt go over there for that it just led to it grr I'm going to bed cos a perfectly good day just got ruined for stupid fuckin reasons.

Damn I've felt so freakin lazy lately and I dunno what I've been so tired for the past week its like I cant get enough sleep. WHich sucks cos its beautiful outside and all I wanna do is sleep until I have to go to work. But.....I'm about to go get ready to head to the beach for a bit before work! :) Gotta love Lake Michigan Nichole and I just have to get ahold of Jami and were all set.......yeah.... Not to self need to find sunscreen so I dont get uber burnt and suffer the rest of the day at work.

I felt the need to share this today.....lol especially for all us college graduates or recent college graduates.........ha ha I saw it and it made me laugh.

You know your getting older when you attend parties...and no on throws up, everybody leaves early and they all leave with the same person they came with! HA HA HA ok maybe im just easily amused or cos im over tired or maybe its both..... Oh yes I will update later. I still owe you guys the update about the guys Jameson and I met in GH, I need to update about Candice wanting me to move to Boston with her, and goin to see Dan yesterday.......Yes I know shutup Jameson, Candice and Erin already yelled at me for it go me. But lol I love his lil bro Jesse he cracks my shit up.....not only that I love his whole family...too bad I dont think I could ever date him like I said it would end badly. Probably a good thing it didnt actually get to that point I guess. We mine as well have though we sure as hell acted like it. K heres what Jesse said lol he just said and i quote " Wow your a fucking idiot for letting her go" I like her alot mom and dad do too...way to fuck that up dumbass" she'd be good for u. HA HA yeah ok on that note I'm gonna call Sarah pick up my room a lil for her to actually have a spot on the floor and go crash and watch the DVD I've been trying to watch for the past 3 days and have fallen asleep each time..........YEAH

So kind of a blah day I still cant beleive what happened yesterday cos well its kinda hard to process but anyway its ok everything happens for a reason adn I'll work through it. not only that im going to canada with the girls its my first time and im gonna have fun damn it. and while ive been promising to update with pics and the story on the boys from grand haven im not going to yet....however I am going to update with some of my makeup ive beend doin lately so here you go enjoy :)



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I have had one shitty ass day. Seriously it started when my phone rang at 10 to 9 this morning and I didnt know whos number it was. So I went back to bed till 9:30 and then checked my voice mail it was Sarah from the salon and I was supposed to work this morning at 8:15....blink what no I wasnt I'm supposed to work at Younkers from 11-7. So I call her back tell her the situation that I'm headed to work and I feel bad cos its a vacation day for her and shes gotta go in and work. Ok when I talked to them last week when I was in there I had my schedule all screwed up. I thought I had to work Monday 2:30 to close and Tuesday 8:15 to 4. So I had Brandi switch my schedule all around because I thought she fucked it up. No turns out I was a day ahead in my planner and was supposed to work Tues 2:30-C and today 8:15-4. Not only that when I was in there Suzanne told me she would work Tuesday if I couldnt ok cool. So then when I call tonight to explain to her what happened she says its not gonna work out and basically that I'm fired. Yeah nice right........oh cos this has happened 3 times. I was like what well last Thursday I was supposed to go in there from 2-4 for training but all my training was done so I called and asked if she really needed me cos I was super tired cos I'd been up since 5 doin truck for work. She told me no that she didnt need me and I didnt need to come in then the whole deal with yesterday she told me she would work that. Then tonight she uses it against me. Seriously it is parshally my fault but I mean cmon one fuck up and your gonna fire me. I called my mom basically in tears on the way home from work cos I felt like such a worthless peice of shit fuck up. I have NEVER EVER been fired before. After I was stressing out about finding a replacment for next Saturday cos Brandi screwed up my schedule then at the last minute I did. So I'm going to be taking those hours back.....YEAH. So then I come home and Bacardi promptly pukes in front of the fire place. And those of you that know me well know I dont handle any kind of puke well. So as I'm cleaning that up she pukes all over in the back room and I mean HUGE puddles. Normally I would have left it for my parents to clean up cos I would have puked but I had company coming over. So I threw her ass outside and cleaned it all up however I threw up myself too so I had to clean that up nice huh. I used a whole roll of fucking paper towel. Seriously such a great way to top off my night cleaning up half eaten dog bones and dog shit. URGH Jami and I spent the night looking at bars for Canada and today warrants me to get totally shitfaced while I'm gone. So I'm gonna finish my dinner and then go to bed cos I have to be up at the ass crack of dawn to do truck again for work........sigh.

Heres another lil update I slept in pretty late today just cos I felt like vegging around and not doing much of anything. I should have went in and volunteered but pretty soon I'm not gonna be able to sleep at all. This two jobs business is gettin crazy freakin out of control. I work 40 hours next week at Younkers...thank god its a light week at the Salon. However for the second week in a row Younkers as fucked up my schedule coinciding with the salon. HELLO YOU HAVE A FUCKIN CALANDER WITH THE DAYS AND TIMES THAT I WORK AT THE SALON HOW HARD CAN IT BE. I work 7:45 to close at the salon on Saturday which means we close at 4 and I cant work till 5.......what am I scheduled as oh 12-4:30 at Younkers........SERIOUSLY WTF. So I left Brandi a note and hopefully shell take care of it but I dont want her to have too, because I dont want her to get pissed at me but damn it she makes the schedules and its her fault not mine. Yesterday I didnt do much of anything Sarah and Jameson and I went out pretty late last night Jameson was craving BDubs so we stopped there to get something to eat and then walked along the boardwalk in Grand Haven till about 10:30. Where I get a call from home with my sister screamin at me cos the printer wont work. HELLO I havent used the printer its not my fault I dunno wtf is the matter with it but apparently I broke the computer. Its like I cant see the computer from Grand Haven I dunno whats wrong with it.....my mom pretty much wanted me to come home to fix it I was like yeah right I'll see you when I get home. Not only that she was pissed cos I didnt eat dinner with them last night wtf ever. So yes this weekend Canada for Jami's bachlorette party and I will be meeting up with my detriot peeps. Kimmy, Natalie incubliss85 call your momma cos you know you wanna come to Canada Friday night, and Meghan meggerbegger I dunno if its your scene but if you want to see me your more than welcome to come! Also I had to get info from Alan........Natalie shutup cos I've never been to Canada before and he might come hang out later....this will mean I'm going to be drunk and more than likely horny. Ive already warned Kim please restrain me cos I would like to not fuck up again....and plus its bad sex and not really worth it. So Natalie its your job too ok. yes and with that I'm off to watch AMC and then get ready for work. I promise tonight that I will update pictues and the story about the boys.

So I figured I would update this so Candice secretpineapple would have something to read. So I think I just spent the past two hours on ebay looking at MAC makeup and I was half way through and stupid AOL shut down. So this weekend yes once again a major blast. Friday night I went over to Erins after work and totally crashed cos I was tired from the night before. We actually went out to her birthday to a bar called top self its new and actually I think I like it. Poor girl had like 7 shots in the 45 minutes we were there. Anyway got there passed out got up around 4 to take a shower and get ready cos Chad was picking her up so her mom and I could get ready for the suprise party. Remind me never to help her mom with a party again she was all wound up freaking out over nothing I wanted to give her a tranqualizer damn. So we ate partied, drank and then we headed to downtown grand rapids to MOJO's. Completely AWESOME paino bar, I ran right into Jenna when I walked in I was happy about that cos I rarely get to see her and shes my best friend. Oh I forgot Jameson and I drove seperate cos Dustin called us back so we wanted to be able to leave when we wanted too. So we stayed awhile I had a blue motorcycle and 1 and half huge ass beers. But it was cool as hell I got to visit with Jenna a bit and she was waiting on people behind me and I totally grabbed her ass lol she turned around all pissed off saw it was me and started laughin. Im like anyone who just saw that has gotta think im nuts cos they dont know were best friends. Anyway we leave MOJO's and were talking to Scott cos we want him to go to Grand Haven so I could get makeout....cos I was slightly drunk and horny....never a good combo for me. So Jameson kinda got pissed cos it was far out, she didnt feel good, and we got lost in GR for a bit. So we get there hes bein an ass I got some makeout that wasnt worth it...and then we headed to Grand Haven for Dustin. Lol visited with him for a bit he bought us breakfast at like 4 am. I got back to Erins at 5 tried to sleep Chad woke me up I came home got home at 12, slept till like 4:30 got up showered and cracked a beer lol. I decided I was going to take the four wheeler out for a spin in the corn field oh yes........it stalled I couldnt get it started and I had to walk home.....Jameson decides to call me on my cell phone at this point and ask me what I'm doing I tell her and she laughs hysterically. Thats not even the funny part imagine my dad having to tow me home on the fourwheeler behind a huge deisel pick up truck....yeah ya all can shutup now. So party at my house Erin, Chad and the boys showed up first cos they wanted to tool around on their dirt bikes. Jameson, Jess, Scott, and Laura came and we headed to get alochol. Mind you we ran into a guy I graduated with that I hadnt seen since then.....and I invited to my party.....yeah. Got back to my house and everyone was here. Gots a lil drunk had a good time and everyone left fairly early cos they had to work. So it was done about 1 but it was fun. However Steve left Kurt here which I have yet to figure out why I was like oooooook. So then Jameson gives me this knowing look and is like I'm gonna leave. I later find out apparently she thought Kurt was flirting with me hard core. I tried to I dunno whatever but I wasnt gettin far I was severely confused at one point I was like if I dont go for this its not gonna happen cos I know hes shy and he might not be interested...so I kissed him and nothing whatever. Anyway and that was that. yesterday Sarah and I went shopping out to eat and saw the last yard or whatever with Adam Sandler FUNNY AS HELL OMG. Tried to call the boys left messages but didnt call us back. I dunno sometimes when I call people I feel like I'm bothering them or that their gonna think I'm a crazy stalker. Anyway thats the update for now I'll do a seperate update of pics of the boys and Jameson and I's crazy story about Grand Haven last weekend.

I am bored.....and not tired. I talked to Russ yesterday I havent talked to him in a really long time....just hearing his voice brings up feelings in me I sometimes dont know I have. God hes so sweet and polite and hot..his only problem hes a republican....damn southern boys lol. I told him that I needed to go to bed and hes like yeah you do with me.....oh sweetie I wish I could lol if I had the money too I'd pick up and move to TN to be with you in a heartbeat. Anyway I'm bored yet I dont feel like writing the whole lenghty entry that was my blast of a weekend....lol I'm sure the stripper pictures explains part of it lol. There will be more pics to come of the guys Jameson and I met this weekend I just dont feel like putting them in here right now.....so hopefully I'll find something to entertain myself or I'll be headed to bed.....

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And tahts all folks good nite

Tonight seriously AWESOME AS HELL..........seriously when everything goes good and I have a hella good time........I really have a good time. All I have to say is Jameson and I are double trouble, and there will be pictures and an update about it soon. Good night all cos I have to be up for work by 11:30 which is a lot better than the 9:30 I thought.......

Worked at the Salon yesterday and had to close by myself that was interesting. Went and hung out at Erins till the girls got outta work then went and met Kermit and we met Jameson at the bar to go see the strip show........ YEAH Seriously too hot to handle I just shouldnt do that kinda stuff to myself when I'm horny, and havent had sex in over two months.....two of these strippers were WAY hot. Oh oh and I have pictures to prove it lol. If I woulda been drunk I woulda been a lil more out going but this one whoa.......two lap dances later and I was a very very happy girl. And of corse my kinky ass had to lick him........god he smelled so good and tasted even better........whos getting married soon cos I think you should hire this guy for your bachlorette party invite me and then let me have my way with him. Anyway I'll post pictures later. Gettin ready to go to Lisa's wedding YAY, and then Jameson is comin to the reception with me like a good friend cos I have no bf sigh.....which really sucked after last night cos I seriously needed to come home and moleste someone. Anyway so I need to go finsih gettin ready.....

OMG THE OC WAS FUCKIN AWESOME AS HELL TONIGHT. Seriously I can not wait for next season....during the last 5 minutes all I did was go OMG OMG OMG. Anyway I just had to post that...and that my GR plans got canceled, also that I feel funny,...like not right....I'm uber tired but something just doesnt feel right I dunno what...

Me being sick got worse yesterday...it got worse as the day went on and I was completely miserable. I should have had a tissue attached to my hand for as much as I blew my damn nose yesterday. Seriously my nose and the sides of my cheeks are raw...and the day before that I couldnt blow my damn nose if I tried. Now today I woke up feeling better and then the stuffiness got worse, but I brought my own box of kleenexs with me to work so it wasnt as much ruffage lol. But today and last night I keep freakin coughin my throat is so dry, and I argued myself into having no voice earlier this afternoon when I was talking to Dan. Fucker....seriously this time I swear I'm done hes not the same guy I started out with hes a complete and total jack ass. And NAT YOU HAVE PERMISSION TO HIT ME IF I EVEN THINK ABOUT TRYING TO WORK SHIT OUT WITH HIM AGAIN! Work went pretty well today it was kinda boring but atleast I know how to work the computer now so I can schedule appointments and stuff. So yeah Erin's mom called me tonight and wants me to help her plan a suprise 21st birthday for her. Chad asked her if she wanted a party and Eri said no.......well hello of corse shes gonna say no......stupid boy friends. Tomorrow night I think me, Jami, Pinky/Fil (pronouced Phil), Kermit aka Kirsten, and Sarah are going down to Grand Rapids to bar hop....and this time well actually get in cos Sarah has her ID back....should be fun. I think I'm gonna go visit Jenna at MO JO's and then back again next Friday for Erin's 21st. Thats all I think time to watch American Idol, and Americas Next Top Model........I'm a closet reality tv junkie. Speaking of which YAY! for Charlie picking Sara, the are so cute together, and his whole little speech when he picked her made me go.......awwww now why can I find a bf like that. Oh ya reminder to self to post pics of the eye makeup Kelly Ripeas personal makeup artist did on me.......and yes you heard me right!

I hate being sick, and my sisters dog ruined my down comfortor. I cant breathe and everything is stuffed up yet at the same time everything feels like its dry as hell.....I know dont ask. I slept all day yesterday and then last night I couldnt sleep. And one of the managers made mention to Lisa at work yesterday that they didnt think I was sick just that I probably had a hang over........hello I've went into work with hang overs all the time no big deal. And that I was fine Saturday....well yeah I was but if you noticed I complained about having a sore throat Saturday.......and that sore throat got worse. SO BITE ME. Sarah and I hung out with Matt and some friends Saturday night which was fun cept, Matt got really drunk and really like Angie doesnt like me blah blah blah.....ok cool were friends I never said I was gonna fuckin date you damn. Boys seriously. Anyway yeah oh and if you ever try and use bleach to whiten something.........yeah I just learned it doesnt always whiten stuff. I washed my down comfortor that my sisters dog got blood all over.....mixed in some bleach with the detergent....yeah it looks like Zoe pissed all over it. And I'm not gonna saying anything to my sister cos well she flipped last time I told her she should wash my comfortor. K well I think its bed time for me, and my stuffed up head.

I seriously feel like shit...it started yesterday at work with a sore throat. I called in sick to work today cos the sore throat escalated to my whole body hurting and my head feeling like its going to explode. I hope I feel better by tomorrow cos seriously I have to work both jobs and I dunno how I'm gonna handle that feeling like shit. Anyone wanna come over and be my personal massuse cos I'm in so much freakin pain. Theres nothing like feeling like your swallowing glass every time you swallow....Ok back to bed for me.

I definatly did not get up to volunteer today....cos well after the long day yesterday I totally just felt like vegging.......yes its 2 pm and I'm still in my bathrobe. Work from 5-11 then possibly hangin out with Matt. I'm not sure depends on how awake I am. Seriously though Dan has been bugging me ever since he broke up with the skank its like sorry buddy your too late you shoulda thought about the consequences before you did shit. Not only that I've realized that things would just wind up badly between us so its better this way. Mental note to self call mom at work so she can pick up stuff for the salad I have to make for Lisa's shower tomorrow.......shiat. Not only that can I just say I love caller ID my Aunt has called here like 4 times in the last 20 minutes for my dad..... so I havent answered the phone....but while I'm typing this the shit calls from her cell phone a number I dont recognize so I answer it........GO ME.......dumbass. Ok calling my mom, fixen some lunch, then gettin ready for work.

You so gotta be fuckin kidden my LJ ate my entry.....well here are some random pics. Some are from me straitening my hair today......I didnt realize how long it had gotten and I got a lot of complments on it which was cool. Then Julia from Este Lauder played with some of their new makeup on me so I have that too!




Me, my kiddo Natalie incubliss, And Meghan meggerbegger out at dinner when I was in Detriot


Erin and I before we headed out to the bar for St. Patties day.....funny how everyone thinks were sisters.......we look more alike than my real sister and I do.


My straight hair this is such a bad pic I look so tired and its because I am....getting up at 5 am sucks I'm totally wiped out



Julias Fantastic makeup job....I love bright colors.......dont get me wrong I love doin my own makeup but I love it even more when other people do it.


K I think thats it night all....I havent decided if I'm sleeping in or if I'm gettin up to volunteer tomorrow I guess well find out when the alarm clock goes off....